Be prepared, the next excerpt from my life will be unlike the two previous postings, this is no way near completely how I am feeling at the current moment. Actually, just a small little piece, but it needs to get out, needs to be heard, whether someone really reads it or not.
You infuriate me, you really do. Here I am just getting back from a wonderful day at the pinnacles and all I can think about is how much of a sleazy liar you are. You were supposed to be MY friend. I have been there for you with so much, I thought you were there for me but obviously I was too stupid to actually give you the benefit of the doubt. I am feeling beyond betrayed. I really shouldn’t let this get to me, but it does, it has and will continue to do so until I can just get over the fact that you were never a true friend. Karma… oh, sweet, sweet karma, what comes around goes around. One day you will need me and I will NOT be there.
Okay, that isn’t true, because I can’t just abandon someone, no matter how horrible they treated me, sometimes it’s a tragic flaw, a blessing and a curse. At least I will have the ability to say that I never did what you have done. I just don’t understand you. I really should just step back from the situation as I have been doing… but it just gets really old.
You will learn the hard way someday, and I won’t allow myself to be there to pick the pieces up, I will want to, because that’s just who I am, but everything within me will fight not to. I see where your priorities lie. I don’t know why I ever inhabited mine with you.
Okay, Rant over. Annnnnd SCENE.
sheesh...it'll be ok dear. If you happen to get a phone you should tell me what happened, or fb me. Love ya
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